I lie in comfort and warmth ( Read more... )

There are so many things I wish I could change, but I just don't seem to have the strength lately.  If I could sleep all day, every day for the next year I might feel better.  Somehow I don't think it would work though.  I'd miss out on the happiness and love of my freinds and family.  I'd miss out on life.  I just wish that the cutting edges I'm ( Read more... )

Sifting from the moment into retrospect ( Read more... )

I am a whisper, I am a tickle, I am the moment before true thought.  I am all and I am nothing.  I exist between breaths, heartbeats and screams.  Indrawn breath, that moment before it breaches your lips to become air once more.  I am.  Still, I wonder, can I be more?  Should I strive to be something.  A touch, a feeling, a deep thought.  Or should ( Read more... )

Just needed a place to dump something.  Move along, these aren't the bodies your looking for.

( Brain dump )

Pale, wide eyes, dark hair, ordinary.  Standing still in the night.  Want to scream.  Rage.  Explode into violence.  But I won't.  I know I won't.  I'm to be ignored.  Forgotten.  Left behind.  Nothing.  Dreaming.  Wanting.  Seeming.  More than what I am is what I want.  But here I stand, unnoticed.  Unable to be more than I am.  Ordinary.  ( Read more... )